So when everything first happened I started to write things down. Thank you God that I just wrote a word document and kept it to myself. I was really pissed. Not at anyone, just in general. I am sure that was really fun for the people around me.
I have the worst memory when it comes to past events and where I have met people. I think this is a blessing. Because as I was reading the things I wrote, I was thinking, this is yucky. What kind of psychopath feels this way?
Okay so this is what I am going to pray for this week:
1. To continue to be able to forget, like a goldfish in a bowl.
2. To remember that feelings pass, and
3. Not emotionally abuse my loved ones while said feelings are passing....